So lately I’ve had a lot going on. My wonderful bestest ever Dad died, family came to town, things at work got really busy and my wallet is really empty - and I’ve used all that as an excuse to not worry too much about eating right or exercising and I started comfort eating many foods I haven’t had in a long time…just this once…
Well folks, that ‘just this once’ turns into again and again and again and a GAIN!
And the stuff I wanted to eat – just this
once several times– sure didn’t taste as good as I’d remembered it…it was greasy and left a filmy layer on my teeth and not to mention all the other ‘benefits’ such as:
Unable to get to sleep and unable to sleep soundly (twitchy feet)
Feeling tired and cranky and emotional
Cravings and hunger returned
Aches and pains
Headaches and exhaustion
Aching tummy with disgusting ‘musical’ accompaniment
COMFORT EATING WAS NOT VERY COMFORTING!
So WHY WHY WHY would I let myself fall back into this when I know better? Why is it so hard to get back on track when I already know the answer?
Other P10 followers have mentioned this as well, so I sat and thought about what or why we sometimes do this to ourselves – here’s some of my thoughts.
One time I read that many homeless people are actually people with mental health problems who stopped taking their meds because they ‘felt better’ and then were not able to take care of themselves. And of course, one would say ‘well of course you felt better, it was the meds! Why’d you stop?’
I think on P10 we start to feel so much better physically and emotionally that we forget just how BAD we felt before and so we think we can put our big toe across that line and eat like that ‘just this once’ and then we are surprised by how bad it feels. If you get a hold of yourself you can go right back onto P10 and keep going. Or if you’re like me, you can think ‘well I already blew it I might as well cross the line a little more while I’m at it’ and then one day you realize that you’re veeeeeeeeeery far from shore.
For those of you who have experienced childbirth, it’s the same principle. Scientists tell us that we forget how painful it was and that’s why we are able to have other children, because we block out the pain and remember the joy. I think that applies to P10 as well. We’re so jazzed to feel great and lose weight we lose sight of just how miserable we were before and then we start putting a toe over the line – just this once – and then again and again, etc.
Well, let’s be frank – you’re not cheating on P10 at all. You’re cheating yourself. I love hearing from the new P10 peeps about how they’re losing weight and feeling great and how awesome is this? We get in the habit of eating right and feeling good and tend to forget how far we’ve come and how hard we had to work to get this far…
I remember being able to turn my nose up at the bread plate or smiling and sweating every day after my 5am workout and I wonder where that person went. Sure, we all have stress and issues and problems, there’s no getting around that. What happened to that person that decided that I was worth the extra effort, the discipline, the praise and the sweat? My ‘old self’ took advantage of me being down and out and crept her way back in.
Time to throw her out. Time to take back my health and P10 lifestyle. Time to start feeling GREAT physically, mentally and emotionally.
BECAUSE WE ALL DESERVE TO FEEL BETTER
Thanks for listening. I’d like to hear your constructive comments about how you worked through your own situation where you turned around and realized you were headed into deep water.